I’m aware people discuss the work I’ve done and are sometimes displeased. I get that the fans of Resident Evil series are passionate because they want me to get it right. However, I’m not going to be able to please everyone with the choices I make and that’s something I accept. I do welcome the discussion though.
I’ve wanted to build this campaign since before there was even a Left 4 Dead series. It dates all the way back to Dark Forces II where I built a small version of the RPD in JED. I wanted to take a few minutes to address some questions I’ve had since my return:
Where did you go and why did you come back?
When the Kotaku article came out, I wasn’t anywhere near ready to deal with the consequences of having that level of visibility. For months, I had constant stream of communication about what people wanted to see, what they thought of me, and my work (good or bad).
I had my supporters (and I appreciate each and every one of you), but I also had many critics. I welcome criticism because it helps me improve. However, I had significant number of people who just commented to take me down a peg. I recall one particular comment that still resonates with me from a youtube comment: “This looks BAD!”. After a while I just felt completely burned out.I needed to take some time off from this hobby and disconnect from the community that I thought despised me and my work.
I was planning to walk away entirely until I had a conversation last September with some close friends in Los Angeles who do a lot of creative and highly visible work. We talked about our experiences with the community and how there are always people there who want to take you down a peg, but that didn’t stop them from continuing to do what they loved. I told them about my experiences with the campaign and they ultimately convinced me to go on.
The other portion that finally put me over the edge were all the supporters I have. I owed it to you to deliver some content after all this time and believing in this even when I went silent.
It took you three years to put out two maps?
I realize it’s a long time. It could have taken a lot less if I had stuck with it but I chose to take time off and got busy with work.
It’s my hope that people enjoy what I have put out so far. It may not seem like it, but it’s come a long way from the beginning. The first version of the first map was a far cry from what it is now.
Why are you building this on your own?
The true reason is I can’t stick to deadlines for a hobby. It’s not fair of me to expect others to either. If I were part of a mod team, I’d have to adhere to their deadlines and would fail to meet them. That’s not fair to anyone.
While it’s true that I’m the only one building the maps, the stuff in them doesn’t come from just me. I have numerous people who have volunteered textures and models. I have them to thank for improving the work and really taking it to the next level.
I think you’re an arrogant guy and I don’t like you. You’re not the only one who can do this stuff.
I’m really sorry I came across that way and I think we’ve gotten off on entirely the wrong foot. I don’t consider myself to be an expert. I’m building this campaign because it’s something I wanted to see done and have for a very long time, but I don’t think this series belongs to me by any means. Anyone who accuses me of that hasn’t taken the time to get to know me and doesn’t understand what this is really about: I’m doing it simply because I want to see it done.
Some people have interpreted my comments in a different way than they were intended and for that I’m sorry for not being clear. I love both Left 4 Dead and Resident Evil. It just seemed to make sense to finally put them together.At the same time, I can’t get along with everyone, but I’m certainly a reasonable guy.
You know RPD in the third game is really blocked off right?
I’m aware. I also think it’s a lot of lost potential if I stuck to that. So yeah, I broke away from continuity, but you get more content out of it. It’s also the first cut. I may have the survivors be the ones to block everything off. There’s possibilities there. Hopefully you see them.
I will break continuity sometimes to keep it interesting. Map 3 should return players to a more familiar path.
Why don’t you let anyone comment on your blog?
It’s not because I don’t like to talk to people and hear from them. It’s because there’s too many spam bots that register and start posting adds and junk in the comments section. If you want to get a hold of me, visit the L4DMaps.com campaign page. I try to respond to everyone who has a question.